pretty little things.

I spent my day drinking heaps coffee, journaling, pinning, resting and watching pointless tv shows.
I think I may go get some red wine and relax tonight.

The next few nights/days will be stressful on my head and heart. I have my final portfolio due Friday.
I'm also throwing a great great friend of mine a birthday party. [hopefully she will not see this]

I love cheering a cloudy grey day up with a coffee and going through my favorite blogs.

I haven't been inspired by many fashion blogs or runways lately, but I Agyness just changes my mind every single time. 

I must get up and go to class tomorrow. I missed class today because I went to the doctor and spent entirely too much time in different rooms filled with different germs. 

I had to get a chest xray as well, which is alway slightly strange..

Now I'm on 3 different types of medicines for my sickness. Not to mention the other medication I take. 

I'm a mess.

For the next few days, I will fill my brain with art, more reading, more journaling and more tea. I'd really like to explore more organic teas. 

Any problem that you could ever have, I have a tea for it. :] 

I am a bird girl now

I've got my heart

Here in my hands now

I've been searching

For my wings some time

I'm gonna be born

Into soon the sky

'Cause I'm a bird girl

And the bird girls go to heaven

I'm a bird girl

And the bird girls can fly

Bird girls can fly.

-Antony and the Johnsons

Have a brilliant and lovely Monday night. 

<3

Lazy, worthless Sunday.

Greeting from the girl who drinks entirely too much coffee, never sleeps, cares and thinks a little too much.
Hope all is well.

I'm making a fashion journal, keeping a record of what I wear each day and how I can change/rearrange/pair different things with each outfit. :]

 (unknown)

Two weeks of brutal thoughts flowing through my mind. Makes me feel physically sick to even imagine what could happen within a week.

I was unafraid, because pain and I hadn't met yet. 

I miss that.

Why are people so afraid to take a chance? Why are so many people so afraid to step one step out of the comfort zone that they have built. Why are people so afraid? Why are you so afraid to open yourself up?

Don't get me wrong, you should never fear because it's fear that drives you to insanity and worry.

I don't have fear in me when it comes to you.

I hope that within a weeks time, you learn about yourself and who you are. Don't let me influence you. There's no choice to be made.

It's hope that sends you to belief and opens your heart again, breaks down those walls for you.

I may have hope. But I know you can't say the same.

I miss my sleeping buddy. 

backk!

I'm back I'm back!
I'm so sorry for the MIA business that I have pulled. I've been so busy with school and work. But I do have a few minutes to spare. I use to be a good blogger... sadly I have slacked.

I think these past few months have been incredibly eye-opening. I feel as if I've really come along way with my anxiety. Which is a HUGE step in life. my life rather.

I am finally on my last year of school.... what to do afterwards? No idea. Definitely want to keep staying in the retail business but I want to upgrade. I've worked retail for almost 6 years and I want to become a buyer.. and go to trade shows. Then I will paint on the side for extra money. :] That's my plan...

Not too much has been going on. Ups and downs, but you know.. just gotta take one day at a time. I've really really fell behind on my lookbook. I need some inspiration here.

New Goals:
1. Get more sleep.
2. Work on more art.
3. Work on being positive and not thinking about past/future..
4. Keep busy
5. Smile.

A new present to myself. :]

Hope all is well with you lovely people. Friends, leave comments. I'd love to hear from you. I'll write back I promise. 

so much love.