new fashion blog:

coffeevsfashion.blogspot.com

New Fashion Blog!

coffeevsfashion.blogspot.com

my new fashion blog, follow me please! You'll receive new ideas each week and new photos to help with inspirations.

ask any questions! I shall give you the best advice about pairing different pieces and designing a whole outfit.

I'm here to help.


Enjoy!

So much love.

:/

breakups are hard.

People change so we can learn to let go. Shit happens so we can see it and deal with it and then move on.
I believe lies so eventually, I can not trust anyone besides myself.

A good thing falls apart so better things can come together.

I'm going to Nashville this weekend to get away and take a break from everyone in this town.


I went to Starbucks this morning to grab some coffee, solely because I don't have to pay for it myself. I havent eaten food since probably Monday, so I figured I'd get a wheat bagel or something. I walk out with a cup of coffee, 3 scones and a piece of pumpkin bread.

I don't even like scones.
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Time is my friend here. All will be better in a few good days.

getting excited.

I'm starting a fashion blog. Just pictures for inspiration, pictures from where I live and commentary on todays "fads" whether they are or aren't. 

:] 

relationships.

Relationships are hard. No matter who the person is, gender or even with an animal. It's so mental. It's so involving with your physical being, your mental stability, your heart. I feel like God gave us these relationships to test us. To make us stronger, to help us grow, to help us learn and to help us realize who we are.

I don't think there really is a definition of a "relationship" the definition is just so vague and open and huge that it would be hard to pen it down.
My relationships with people involved in my life right now have been up and down. It's a strange feeling. You never know what will happen in the future or how things will pan out. And most of the time its not what you expect.

I know I over-think everything and I'm trying to stop that. Worrying about things and over-thinking leads to nothing, you just begin to create a situation that isn't even true or that won't happen.

I'm learning. I'm growing. But I'm also struggling. But I know that is what life is all about. You grow, you see, you believe, you trust, you love. But it all comes with time.

Time is my friend here. Must remember that.

Hope you all have a great, fulfilled Monday.
Smile more, makes you feel better.

Real cool. Real real cool. Can not catch a break.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=af46U2sDraI

listen to this. so good.

So-long Summer.

Just wanted to drop in and say hi. I've had a rough few days. Not been feeling well, head cold, haven't been motivated, taking too many things personally, thinking the worst in every situation..

But enough of my complaining. Tomorrow is a new day. Currently, I'm sitting in my bed, drinking some hot chocolate. I don't normally drink hot chocolate, but I've had so much tea and coffee today, I needed to switch it up.

I thought about going to get drinking tonight, but alas... I stayed in, watching heaps of Netflix.. (aka The Office and Grey's Anatomy). I'm wearing my mom's little robe that she gave me last time i was home. It's cute. :]

I think I'm about to pour myself a giant glass of water and take a sleeping pill. What I need is a good nights rest. I have class at ten tomorrow morning and I should wake up and get coffee and go over a few things before I go to class.

I need to stop watching Grey's Anatomy. It doesn't help with my overall attitude. 

Blah. That's how I feel.

By the way: I know you are reading this. I'm sorry about my last post, was just out of line and was thinking too much... sorry. I care so much about you and I want you to be happy. 

Hope you all have a wonderful Friday. I need a good day tomorrow. (fingers crossed) 

so much love to you. 

Sleep well beauty.

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Happy Tuesday. 

Today felt great outside. It was incredible. I didn't do much today. Doing heaps of laundry as I speak. 

:] 

Finding so much inspiration lately with fashion, home decor, photography and art. It's incredible how one little picture can make your mind explore so many things. 

love.

I

New Small Painting

It's small... and slightly incomplete. But oh well... it's just a starter for my series.

pretty little things.

I spent my day drinking heaps coffee, journaling, pinning, resting and watching pointless tv shows.
I think I may go get some red wine and relax tonight.

The next few nights/days will be stressful on my head and heart. I have my final portfolio due Friday.
I'm also throwing a great great friend of mine a birthday party. [hopefully she will not see this]

I love cheering a cloudy grey day up with a coffee and going through my favorite blogs.

I haven't been inspired by many fashion blogs or runways lately, but I Agyness just changes my mind every single time. 

I must get up and go to class tomorrow. I missed class today because I went to the doctor and spent entirely too much time in different rooms filled with different germs. 

I had to get a chest xray as well, which is alway slightly strange..

Now I'm on 3 different types of medicines for my sickness. Not to mention the other medication I take. 

I'm a mess.

For the next few days, I will fill my brain with art, more reading, more journaling and more tea. I'd really like to explore more organic teas. 

Any problem that you could ever have, I have a tea for it. :] 

I am a bird girl now

I've got my heart

Here in my hands now

I've been searching

For my wings some time

I'm gonna be born

Into soon the sky

'Cause I'm a bird girl

And the bird girls go to heaven

I'm a bird girl

And the bird girls can fly

Bird girls can fly.

-Antony and the Johnsons

Have a brilliant and lovely Monday night. 

<3

Lazy, worthless Sunday.

Greeting from the girl who drinks entirely too much coffee, never sleeps, cares and thinks a little too much.
Hope all is well.

I'm making a fashion journal, keeping a record of what I wear each day and how I can change/rearrange/pair different things with each outfit. :]

 (unknown)

Two weeks of brutal thoughts flowing through my mind. Makes me feel physically sick to even imagine what could happen within a week.

I was unafraid, because pain and I hadn't met yet. 

I miss that.

Why are people so afraid to take a chance? Why are so many people so afraid to step one step out of the comfort zone that they have built. Why are people so afraid? Why are you so afraid to open yourself up?

Don't get me wrong, you should never fear because it's fear that drives you to insanity and worry.

I don't have fear in me when it comes to you.

I hope that within a weeks time, you learn about yourself and who you are. Don't let me influence you. There's no choice to be made.

It's hope that sends you to belief and opens your heart again, breaks down those walls for you.

I may have hope. But I know you can't say the same.

I miss my sleeping buddy. 

backk!

I'm back I'm back!
I'm so sorry for the MIA business that I have pulled. I've been so busy with school and work. But I do have a few minutes to spare. I use to be a good blogger... sadly I have slacked.

I think these past few months have been incredibly eye-opening. I feel as if I've really come along way with my anxiety. Which is a HUGE step in life. my life rather.

I am finally on my last year of school.... what to do afterwards? No idea. Definitely want to keep staying in the retail business but I want to upgrade. I've worked retail for almost 6 years and I want to become a buyer.. and go to trade shows. Then I will paint on the side for extra money. :] That's my plan...

Not too much has been going on. Ups and downs, but you know.. just gotta take one day at a time. I've really really fell behind on my lookbook. I need some inspiration here.

New Goals:
1. Get more sleep.
2. Work on more art.
3. Work on being positive and not thinking about past/future..
4. Keep busy
5. Smile.

A new present to myself. :]

Hope all is well with you lovely people. Friends, leave comments. I'd love to hear from you. I'll write back I promise. 

so much love.

SundayFunday

Happy Sunday. :] I just got back home from Jackson. I'm going for a late night swim tonight at an incredible house around the corner from me. An incredibly beautiful house, there's a huge garden surrounding the whole entire house.. Love love love late night swims... Tom is sleeping right next to me on the couch. Oh my goodness he looks so cute. I am so fortunate to have such an adorable kitty cat. This week will WILL WILL be a good week. I'm working a good few days, which is really great. I love my job, here. I have class each day at ten... it's not too bad really. Just a really boring class, and I just ordered my book. I'll make it. :]

Look at my baby... sleepy sleepy. 

Guess I'm gonna head. I'm watching MTV Music awards... I know I know.. but, it's entertaining. My coffee is cold.. but it's okay.

This is my coffee cup my friend Morgan gave me. It's perfect in every way. :] It's says (anxiety) :]

Anyways, I hope you all have an unbelievable week. :] Smile big in every sort of way. It will make a huge difference.

Have a great night. 

love.

Two

Today is the second of June, I'm at work.. it's incredibly slow.......... oh retail. :] but I love it, so much.
These past few weeks have been super duper weird. I've been incredible scatterbrained ... I have a wedding to go to this weekend in Jackson and it will be heaps of fun.. Plus I'll get to swim in my pool, and I can't wait.
I have been a terrible, terrible blogger.. and boring. Sheesh.

I'll be back soon with some photos.
Have an incredible Thursday.

I have this blog that is on my bookmark dashboard, because i love looking at it each day. Some days it makes me sad, other days its really great.



Le Love

Happy Reading. :]

Oh my goodness I get to see Mogwai in a week!!!

I'm so excited.
If you haven't ever listened to them, please go check them out. It will be worth it.

Coffee.
Oxford, MS
2011.


Worrrrrrkkkkk. Love love love my cat though. He keeps me company, while TRYING to work with Flickr.