I've been writing a whole lot lately. It makes me feel good. I have been alone most of my time here at home, since my parents and most my friends are out of town. Writing is like having a best friend, write there. It's really nice.
Anyways, today was good! I woke up late, ate some fruit and an english muffin. I got dressed and went thrift shopping around town and roamed. It was blissful. I bought some guy jeans, they are so baggy and loose.. haha it's quite funny to see me wearing them.
I lied out in my back yard this afternoon to get some color in my skin. Can't really tell until I take a shower later. I may go have a drink with a friend tonight, may just stay in and take a long bath. I haven't really decided yet.
I feel as if I'm being spectacularly used by you. I feel like you don't care and you've just been stringing me around for years now. It's ridiculous how I am constantly trying to forget you, but I just can't seem too. You drive me insane and you really don't even try. You are an ass in need of a maturity, chivalry,confidence, romance and passion. I wish the best for you, sir.
love.
