I should be productive, but I'm not. I need a shower.

I need sleep, I need some water... I've been watching the Sigur Ros documentary since about Sunday afternoon. What has gotten into me this week? I'm leaving Thursday. I'm ready. Only 3 more weeks of school.. then I'm done! Well done living here.. I'm going to ride my bike tomorrow.

Art show with my friend Jitin.

Unmotivated. Lethargic. No Appetite. Sleep.

Some things amaze me.. good ways and bad ways.

 I still love you, know that please.

Wednesday

I have no class today, I have no class Friday either. My painting teacher / Intermediate drawing teacher is in Portland. I'm so ready to leave this place. I'm over it. I have 0 motivation for anything at this point here. It's getting more and more difficult to wake up and actually go to class no. The student art show is going on next week, did I put anything in it? No. Because I didn't get my stuff together so it actually looked decent. I'm headed home tomorrow which means.. donuts and coffee with my best friend Leah, Arts Eats & Beats in Fondren Thursday night, then house sitting all weekend for Chaney and Leah as well as my own family. Haha, weekend of chill for me. I also am working the store Saturday which I'm very happy about, I love working there. I miss Jackson and my life as it was back in high school. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm so thankful for what I have now, but whew.. I loved my little phase of life back then. Oh well, hey wish me luck.. I'll soon find out about my portfolio review in a few weeks. Which equals scholarship money. It's cool if I don't get it, just awaiting my letter. Thanks Oxford, Mississippi. Anyways, I have a paper due tomorrow morning and I'm sitting here wasting time on this thing. I don't have much art to put up at all actually. I just completed a painting but I can't put it up because its being given as a gift .. so it's a surprise! Anyways, got much to look forward to this month. Thank GAH April is here... March was starting to drag along... seriously. 

Anyways.. have a wonderful week. Twilight is out on dvd, I sugge

st you read all 4 amazing books and then go watch the movie. I'm on the 3rd book and its getting more and more difficult to put it down and get back to realization of life.