Happy Wednesday Morning

Good morning Wednesday. I've noticed in the past few months, that my usual 2 cups of black coffee every morning just doesn't do the job like it use to... what is wrong with me? Anyways, this week has been incredibly busy. I have a test today at 2, my color theory project is due tomorrow at 8, I've got beer and pizza night with Emily, I need to exercise this week, I've got a psych lab tomorrow at 1, brunch at 11 with Misha and Sarah, and I'm going home on Friday. I can't wait to go to work on Saturday. Literally, can't wait. I miss work so much at home. Work= New clothes! Yay. It only takes me about 2 and a half hours to get home, it's the perfect time for me to let everything out.. think about everything.. plan everything.. oh I can't wait for this holiday. It's going to be great. I've got to get a work on painting more, I have a series due the week after Thanksgiving. I'm incredibly behind and I have to have them finished and perfect before Christmas break. I'm nervous about exams, I suck at tests.. literally. It's a really amazing day outside, it's cloudy.. and chilly.. I love days like today. Just slow and happy. Wish me luck on my test today, I need to do well. I'll write more later on in the week when I gain the time.

Happy Holidays.

What a week, man.. what a week. I'm sitting in this uncomfortable chair about to go walk outside for a quick second then head to bed so I can wake up early and study. I am so unprepared it's not even funny. And I really need to do well on this test. Awesome kate. This past week has been really tough on me mentally. I had a great, beautiful friend commit suicide last Sunday. So ever since Sunday I've pretty much been a wreck. I drove down to Florence, MS for the funeral on Thursday. It was so tough to sit through, probably one of the hardest events I've ever had to go to. But right now I'm just trying to get my life back on track and my mental state back. I'm still not there yet. I've been trying to study all day and just can't. I can't get focused, I don't know what my deal is. I am so so so busy this week. I'm coming home next weekend to work and then its Thanksgiving. Ugh I need a break, but I also wish I had more time to complete everything I need to get done this week. I'm stressed and overwhelmed already and it's only 11:48 on Sunday night. This always happens around the same time of each month, when all my tests and projects are due. Then adding on the tough week of last week, its just a lot to handle. Geez. Well regardless, I am going to pray that I keep my sanity this week and try really hard not to waste time, like i usually do.. pretty much like I've done all night and I'm doing now. Anyways, I'm getting sleepy and I need to wake up early to study. I will write more later, but just filling you beautiful ones who do read my blog. I love you Fredric Isaac Taylor, rest in peace. You are a beautiful soul, and now you are free. I love you. 

12:23 Tuesday Night, Chilllyyy

I can't believe it's already Wednesday. This week has flown by. Literally. I'm actually quite busy this week and was running around the whole day today. Tomorrow I've got to wake up early and do sketches and then class, then drinks with Misha. I've got to wake up for coffee and get back to my space and get everything done before my painting class. I'm at a friends house right now, my room has ants. Ugh. I'm in this huge bed and it's wonderful. This weekend was great, maybe could have done without some events that occurred Saturday night but things happen.. it's fine. I love Halloween, I think it may be my favorite holiday. I was a cheerleader and succeeded. I wore my mother's high school cheerleading uniform that had an itchy wool sweater to match, I rocked it. I think. Anyways, looking forward to this weekend. It's going to be great fun. Wednesday will be a good day. I'm sick with a cold, and I really really do not want to go to the doctor. I despise going to doctor's offices. So I'm hoping my 1.eating fruit 2. drinking orange juice 3. sleeping 4. taking medicine 5. drinking lots of water.... - will cure my cold. But I still am coughing uncontrollably at night and in the mornings. :( 

I want to get well please. Please. 

Alright. Sleepy eyes. Will write more once I am awake with coffee in my system. 

Sweet dreams.