Hey remember when you used to make fun of me for writing depressing posts on here.. haha eating popcorn watching movies all alone. 

Geez.

I'm about to go get dinner, alone. 

I'm pathetic.

Study night with Adam in the library. This is going to be a bad idea, he is just too much of a funny guy. He's like a big teddy bear that is always making me laugh. 

High Point Coffee .... or University Library...

Decisions.. decisions... I CAN'T DECIDE. I may go to the library because its quiet. I just won't sit near Adam.

I'm going on a little road trip to Austin tomorrow. 

Acl for my birthday, oh goodness I'm excited.

I shall call you when Bon Iver plays.

Blood Bank.

I'll share all my stories when I return. 

Love.  

Anxiety kickin' in...

I'm stressed.

Also feeling a bit down, maybe I'm just tired? 

I hope so. 

This next week is going to be insanely busy. 

Praying a lot this week for strength.

I've been doing a terrible job with keeping in touch with the big Man upstairs lately. I don't know if it's moving to a new town, or worrying about too many things. I've been distracted by so many things here.. which is good because this time last year I wasn't which forces depression to move in. I just don't know why I feel so down right now.

There is a cute little fluffy dog asleep next to me, he's a cutie. I think my typing is keeping him up. 

I should go back to my room and sleep. I didn't get any painting done tonight. 

I need to get focused asap.

Tomorrow will be good. 

Good Morning,

there's a man outside my window working on the outside... he's hanging from a rope. Hmm.. that's safe?? I guess. I'm sitting on my bed, listening to Elbow, reading the paper and drinking my cup of coffee before I head to class. I'm starting to exercise more often.. hopefully. Haha I did yesterday. I must today! Don't have much time, Wednesdays are always my longest days.. and Mondays. Anyways.. must get on to class. 

Does anyone read blogs anymore? I feel like it's all about twitter now and facebook.

Blah.

Good morning. 

Holiday

I've got to be more productive with my spare time, this is ridiculous. 

I want to start exercising.

I want to start reading.

I want to start being organized.

I will never be clean enough, I should shower more often.

I want to do more art. 

I know I have the ability to be creative, it's the part about doing it.. that gets me.

I want to focus more on school and art rather than unnecessary events and problems.

I want to journal more.

These are a few things I need to work on, badly. Just give me a little time... I'll check them off.