What a week, man.. what a week. I'm sitting in this uncomfortable chair about to go walk outside for a quick second then head to bed so I can wake up early and study. I am so unprepared it's not even funny. And I really need to do well on this test. Awesome kate. This past week has been really tough on me mentally. I had a great, beautiful friend commit suicide last Sunday. So ever since Sunday I've pretty much been a wreck. I drove down to Florence, MS for the funeral on Thursday. It was so tough to sit through, probably one of the hardest events I've ever had to go to. But right now I'm just trying to get my life back on track and my mental state back. I'm still not there yet. I've been trying to study all day and just can't. I can't get focused, I don't know what my deal is. I am so so so busy this week. I'm coming home next weekend to work and then its Thanksgiving. Ugh I need a break, but I also wish I had more time to complete everything I need to get done this week. I'm stressed and overwhelmed already and it's only 11:48 on Sunday night. This always happens around the same time of each month, when all my tests and projects are due. Then adding on the tough week of last week, its just a lot to handle. Geez. Well regardless, I am going to pray that I keep my sanity this week and try really hard not to waste time, like i usually do.. pretty much like I've done all night and I'm doing now. Anyways, I'm getting sleepy and I need to wake up early to study. I will write more later, but just filling you beautiful ones who do read my blog. I love you Fredric Isaac Taylor, rest in peace. You are a beautiful soul, and now you are free. I love you.