Lazy, worthless Sunday.

Greeting from the girl who drinks entirely too much coffee, never sleeps, cares and thinks a little too much.
Hope all is well.

I'm making a fashion journal, keeping a record of what I wear each day and how I can change/rearrange/pair different things with each outfit. :]

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Two weeks of brutal thoughts flowing through my mind. Makes me feel physically sick to even imagine what could happen within a week.

I was unafraid, because pain and I hadn't met yet. 

I miss that.

Why are people so afraid to take a chance? Why are so many people so afraid to step one step out of the comfort zone that they have built. Why are people so afraid? Why are you so afraid to open yourself up?

Don't get me wrong, you should never fear because it's fear that drives you to insanity and worry.

I don't have fear in me when it comes to you.

I hope that within a weeks time, you learn about yourself and who you are. Don't let me influence you. There's no choice to be made.

It's hope that sends you to belief and opens your heart again, breaks down those walls for you.

I may have hope. But I know you can't say the same.

I miss my sleeping buddy. 

backk!

I'm back I'm back!
I'm so sorry for the MIA business that I have pulled. I've been so busy with school and work. But I do have a few minutes to spare. I use to be a good blogger... sadly I have slacked.

I think these past few months have been incredibly eye-opening. I feel as if I've really come along way with my anxiety. Which is a HUGE step in life. my life rather.

I am finally on my last year of school.... what to do afterwards? No idea. Definitely want to keep staying in the retail business but I want to upgrade. I've worked retail for almost 6 years and I want to become a buyer.. and go to trade shows. Then I will paint on the side for extra money. :] That's my plan...

Not too much has been going on. Ups and downs, but you know.. just gotta take one day at a time. I've really really fell behind on my lookbook. I need some inspiration here.

New Goals:
1. Get more sleep.
2. Work on more art.
3. Work on being positive and not thinking about past/future..
4. Keep busy
5. Smile.

A new present to myself. :]

Hope all is well with you lovely people. Friends, leave comments. I'd love to hear from you. I'll write back I promise. 

so much love.