Two weeks of brutal thoughts flowing through my mind. Makes me feel physically sick to even imagine what could happen within a week.

I was unafraid, because pain and I hadn't met yet. 

I miss that.

Why are people so afraid to take a chance? Why are so many people so afraid to step one step out of the comfort zone that they have built. Why are people so afraid? Why are you so afraid to open yourself up?

Don't get me wrong, you should never fear because it's fear that drives you to insanity and worry.

I don't have fear in me when it comes to you.

I hope that within a weeks time, you learn about yourself and who you are. Don't let me influence you. There's no choice to be made.

It's hope that sends you to belief and opens your heart again, breaks down those walls for you.

I may have hope. But I know you can't say the same.

I miss my sleeping buddy.